Don't Send It :: You'll Regret It Later
Funny... those are the words texted to me just a few minutes ago from a new friend of mine. The exact words that I always told you I needed to hear from you to get me to step back from the edge of some ugly shit I was about to dive into.
But you never did.
She has only known me a few weeks and yet she has been there for me more than you were for the last year. And no, I have no romantic interest in her... why? Because I'm fucking in love with you, so no one else holds a candle.
Yet I hear from her constantly... she checks in on how I am. You couldn't be bothered to see how I was doing even once. Even when I'm having to dive back into therapy and medication.
So happy that you found it so easy to start fucking someone else just over 2 months after we were supposed to wed. That says so much about who you are as a person and how much you were lying to me for... fuck, who knows how long.
And therein lies why she said "Don't do it!"...
Just now home after a night of dinner (my first time at the Oasis... you know... where you worked and dated that asshole Rob used to fuck you and then beat the shit out of you?). Followed by a night of strippers. I wanted to come home and send you an email telling you what an ungrateful whore fucking cunt you are (funny, now I see where Madison gets her ungrateful nature that you always complained about). But she convinced me not to.
This friend... herself a single mom with 3 kids... only with an asshole ex husband who treated her like shit and sexually abused the kids (yeah, so quit acting like you and your kids had it so bad when you had a man that worshiped you and did so much for them) ... she says "Jesus... what an ungrateful bitch she sounds like... what I wouldn't give to find a man who would do anything near all that you did for her and her kids... and you cherished her and clearly loved her with all you had... and she just threw that away"
No point in this.. I'm sure you won't read it... because the fucking truth isn't something you want to face.. but you're an ungrateful, using, fucking bitch. And sending you a long diatribe about what a heartless, callous, inconsiderate piece of shit you are is something I didn't fire off in email.. but instead chose to vent here.. just to get it out.
And yeah... Everyone is pretty much convinced that whomever you're fucking now is someone you had an eye on even when you were lying to my stupid ass for months.
Congratulations, you win. I'm sure you and all your fucking friends and family and that cocksucker ex-husband of yours had a good laugh at how you got me to do all this shit for you and his kids and then you fucked me over. Good one.
But you never did.
She has only known me a few weeks and yet she has been there for me more than you were for the last year. And no, I have no romantic interest in her... why? Because I'm fucking in love with you, so no one else holds a candle.
Yet I hear from her constantly... she checks in on how I am. You couldn't be bothered to see how I was doing even once. Even when I'm having to dive back into therapy and medication.
So happy that you found it so easy to start fucking someone else just over 2 months after we were supposed to wed. That says so much about who you are as a person and how much you were lying to me for... fuck, who knows how long.
And therein lies why she said "Don't do it!"...
Just now home after a night of dinner (my first time at the Oasis... you know... where you worked and dated that asshole Rob used to fuck you and then beat the shit out of you?). Followed by a night of strippers. I wanted to come home and send you an email telling you what an ungrateful whore fucking cunt you are (funny, now I see where Madison gets her ungrateful nature that you always complained about). But she convinced me not to.
This friend... herself a single mom with 3 kids... only with an asshole ex husband who treated her like shit and sexually abused the kids (yeah, so quit acting like you and your kids had it so bad when you had a man that worshiped you and did so much for them) ... she says "Jesus... what an ungrateful bitch she sounds like... what I wouldn't give to find a man who would do anything near all that you did for her and her kids... and you cherished her and clearly loved her with all you had... and she just threw that away"
No point in this.. I'm sure you won't read it... because the fucking truth isn't something you want to face.. but you're an ungrateful, using, fucking bitch. And sending you a long diatribe about what a heartless, callous, inconsiderate piece of shit you are is something I didn't fire off in email.. but instead chose to vent here.. just to get it out.
And yeah... Everyone is pretty much convinced that whomever you're fucking now is someone you had an eye on even when you were lying to my stupid ass for months.
Congratulations, you win. I'm sure you and all your fucking friends and family and that cocksucker ex-husband of yours had a good laugh at how you got me to do all this shit for you and his kids and then you fucked me over. Good one.
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