Things I Hate Seeing
Happy Relationships - Since I had one of those, likely better than any I see around me, but no longer have it in my life... and may never have one that compares to it again... pretty much for certain never *that* happy again.
Unhappy Relationships - Since that's what I'll have to deal with moving forward.
Anything Teaching Related - When people talk about teachers or I read things about the education system I just think of you and how much I liked being involved in that part of your life. I hate not knowing anything about your class this year. I hate that I didn't get to do the welcome walk with you.
Beautiful Women - Since I no longer have one of those in my life. And the odds of finding anyone as attractive as I found you are pretty fucking slim.
Unattractive Women - Since that's probably who I now have to "settle" for when/if I get around to being in a relationship again.
Engagement Rings - No explanation necessary. Yours is still sitting here. I'm trying to muster the energy to sell it... and I guess also muster the energy to finally give up the hope that letting it go represents.
Wedding Rings - Especially on men. And my finger is laid bare. It wasn't supposed to end like this.
The Gorgeous Sunsets Through Our Windows - Be it in our bedroom, a place that I loved... our intimate little cove... now I hate going in there at all. I avoid it as much as possible. Or be it our living room, with the beautiful colors of the sky pouring in through 2 stories of glass. We never really ever sat out on the patio and enjoyed them. You ended all of this just before that part of our first summer here was set to begin.
Tattoos On Beautiful Women - It's so simplistic... but yours were so enticing and attractive to me. In the perfect places. Just like every other inch of your body, everything about you was exactly what I wanted in a woman. I don't delude myself that can be duplicated in this lifetime. There was and will always only be one you.
Unhappy Relationships - Since that's what I'll have to deal with moving forward.
Anything Teaching Related - When people talk about teachers or I read things about the education system I just think of you and how much I liked being involved in that part of your life. I hate not knowing anything about your class this year. I hate that I didn't get to do the welcome walk with you.
Beautiful Women - Since I no longer have one of those in my life. And the odds of finding anyone as attractive as I found you are pretty fucking slim.
Unattractive Women - Since that's probably who I now have to "settle" for when/if I get around to being in a relationship again.
Engagement Rings - No explanation necessary. Yours is still sitting here. I'm trying to muster the energy to sell it... and I guess also muster the energy to finally give up the hope that letting it go represents.
Wedding Rings - Especially on men. And my finger is laid bare. It wasn't supposed to end like this.
The Gorgeous Sunsets Through Our Windows - Be it in our bedroom, a place that I loved... our intimate little cove... now I hate going in there at all. I avoid it as much as possible. Or be it our living room, with the beautiful colors of the sky pouring in through 2 stories of glass. We never really ever sat out on the patio and enjoyed them. You ended all of this just before that part of our first summer here was set to begin.
Tattoos On Beautiful Women - It's so simplistic... but yours were so enticing and attractive to me. In the perfect places. Just like every other inch of your body, everything about you was exactly what I wanted in a woman. I don't delude myself that can be duplicated in this lifetime. There was and will always only be one you.
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