Who You Are As A Person

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(It seems like you don't come here anymore.. which means I can go back to writing here for the reasons I started... and even if you do come here, nothing I have to say now is going to stroke your ego, you fucking ungrateful, using cunt).

When you didn't like that your husband was spending time with his friends in Vegas instead of with you... rather than telling him you instead cheated on him by paying a whore masseur to rub you off until you came.

Nice passive-aggressive, cowardly bullshit on your part.

That's the kind of person you are. You went and fucked around on your husband because you didn't have the guts to just say what you were feeling. That is some underhanded, duplicitous, scumbag behavior right there.

Say what you want about me... but I never fucked around on anyone I was with... and I never broke any marriage vows. If the shit I've been dealing with from you over the last year is what [Longhorn Fan] dealt with for years then no wonder he fucked around on you as well. (Although I still think he's a gay cocksucker who just won't admit it to himself).

When your brother came to town and decided to stay with your cocksucker ex-husband, it made you angry... only you didn't say anything, you just went along with it, festering resentment for everyone involved.

God forbid you actually tell people what you are thinking, feeling and what you need.

You fucking coward.

You bailed on our relationship 3 times...
1 - You tried to tell me "no matter what, remember that I love you" via text... out of fucking nowhere. You were too much of a coward to tell me that you had been thinking of bailing and then when you decided to do so you were such a fucking coward you didn't say it to my face but instead tried to end it via text... text! Jesus, what a piece of shit you are.

We worked it out and a year later...

2 - You just didn't come home one night. You left me earlier with a kiss and an "I love you", off to see a movie with your sister. Then you just never came home. I worried about your safety all night, called and texted you repeatedly to no response. Then in the morning you finally texted when you were on your way to work. Once again you were keeping it from me for some time that you were thinking of bailing... either that or you made a snap decision... In either case you're a cowardly little fuck for not even having the decency to tell me (in person or otherwise) what was going on... or the guts to pick up the fucking phone when I sat at home worried about you all night.

We worked it out and a year later, after BUYING A HUGE, EXPENSIVE FUCKING HOUSE JUST FOR YOU AND YOUR KIDS...

3 - You just stop texting me while on vacation one day, TWO WEEKS BEFORE OUR WEDDING. I put 2 and 2 together from your previous cowardly bullshit and realize you might be bailing out. Sure enough, I ask you via text, you tell me you are and then you don't pick up the phone when I try to call you to find out WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!

So that's basically who you are as a person. I thought you were fantastic, but the fact is you're a fucking liar who will even do vindictive shit like getting jerked off by a man-whore in Vegas just because you're pissed off at your husband.

You're a fucking liar and a coward.

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